martes, 21 de octubre de 2014

Supenden senses his presence.






October 21
The ordinary way of my prayer is this. I hardly get to pray immediately feel the soul begins to collect in a peace and tranquility that can not be expressed in words. The senses are suspended, except the ear, sometimes remains active; but usually it does not bother me; and I must confess that, although a lot of noise around me were done, so I do not mind in the least.
From this he deduced that there are few occasions when I get to reason with the understanding.
And I frequently do that in times when the continuous thinking of God, always present in me, moves away from the mind, I feel then that the Lord, now and then, it hits me in the middle of my soul such a pervasive and so soft, almost always, I can not but mourn for my infidelity pain and tenderness to have such good and so helpful to go back to call his father presence.
(November 1, 1913, to Father Benedict of San Marco in Lamis - Ep I, p 420..)

Chosen souls are all those from our baptism we told God, "Yes, Lord come and dwell in me. Has my life your dwelling, your tent, your temple, your home." This always alive and active now the Father the Son and the Holy Spirit present in us leads us to fully trust God. God is our help and our strength, He defends us in danger and gives us wings of eagles to migrate to its most sacred heart. Herein is abandno prayer, contemplative prayer, deeper prayer, fully trusting the Lord. When a soul is about to enter into a relationship with God, moved by the Holy Spirit, he jumps into the vast ocean of your love, the senses supenden and only a "You" heart to heart.OMG! How to express those moments that burn but do not consume? This only we can explain from experience and trust. Pray, always pray and not lose heart and the Lord will come to your aid, you will comfort and take in your arms, you tuck the folds of her open heart and will protect you from all the evil that is around you, will give you peace and joy and make you immensely happy.

jueves, 16 de octubre de 2014

I can never bring myself to be separated from you

 
Oct. 16

All the sufferings of this earth together in a bundle, I will accept my God, the desire as my portion; but I can never bring myself to be separated from you for lack of love.Ah !, mercy, do not let this poor lost soul ande; never consent thou my hope is thwarted. Make me never be separated from you; and, if I am right now without being aware of it, draw me this instant. Refresh my understanding, O my God, that I know myself well and know the great love you have shown me, and can enjoy eternally sovereign beauty of your divine face.
Never happen, dear Jesus, I waste precious treasure for me is you. My Lord and my God, is very much alive in my soul that ineffable sweetness that comes from your eyes, and with you, my love, you deign to look with eyes of love and mean to this poor soul.
How can mitigate the torment of my heart, knowing me away from you?My soul knows very well what a terrible battle was mine when you, my dear, you hide from me!What vividly etched in my soul, or my sweetest lover, and fulminant remains that terrible picture! 


  (October 17, 1915, Father Agustin de San Marco in Lamis -. Ep I, p 674.)

Love is the perfect clear and distinctive Christian soul, not because the Christian soul is more virtuous than the other, but because the engine that leads to love is precisely the love shown to mankind. A Love that we currently practice is urgent. The example is God himself that "God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, not to condemn the world but to save it." So we need to know love from God and not from men. Apparently suffering separates us from God, but there is no greater suffering than be separated from Him. Physical, spiritual suffering brings us closer to God and gives us the opportunity to participate in the salvation of souls. Loving Jesus did not let my suffering will never stay away from you, on the contrary, my God do that every day I go by setting increasingly Poor thy Son, humble and crucified in this manner for the conversion of poor sinners and that neither life, nor death, nor sin nor sorrow, nor suffering never take me away from You, but that lead me to the depths of your hearts for your enjoyment there divine consolations. Amen.

miércoles, 15 de octubre de 2014

God is always faithful and comes to us still in pain.


Oct. 15
You tell me that the venerable Sister Teresa of the Child Jesus would say, "I do not want to choose neither death nor life; Jesus make me whatever he wants! ". Unfortunately, I see clearly that this is the portrait of all the empty souls of himself and full of God. But what my soul is far from a wreck like this! I do not get curb impulses of the heart; however, father, I try to get close to what he said the venerable Sister Teresa, who, moreover, must be said of all inflamed souls of God's love.
But being honest, I must confess that I fail, because I remain a prisoner in a body of death. I note, I say, that in me no love God because, if any, with the same spirit that gives life, the effect should be the same.
To clarify: if acting in me it was acting in the Sister Teresa, I too would rather the saying that holy soul. So tell me, I have no reason to doubt?Alas !, who shall deliver me from this cruel torment of my heart?
  (October 17, 1915, Father Agustin de San Marco in Lamis -. Ep I, p 674.)

The experience of the saints necessarily pass through the dark night, by the desolation [on the wilderness, by pain, by disease and by the doubts of such deep faith and as large as deep and large is the Love of God compared with the entire universe it remains tiny. Faithfulness to God is going acrisolando every day with the reality that we will tocadon live, not always, more is almost never agree to what we would like. But down the road the only certainty is that God is there, waiting for us at anytime, anywhere, in any event or any person to send us His Love, His Mercy and His faithfulness. God is always faithful and always will meet who trust in Him despite the mistrust and lack of faith.
Lord increase my faith, my love and loyalty to you and the work of your kingdom, that all may see only your will and make every no strength to carry it out. Grant that I may let your work is done for me in the end can contemplate full of glory and majesty, but mostly full of love for all men and women who nevertheless trust in You.