Why are you troubled in your spirit?

January 30
My son, why are you troubled in your spirit? Why do you look full of miseries and weaknesses? Well, here is another reason to make a profit for your soul. Here is another source of credit for you. Humble yourself before the good God's grace continually ask out of this state of disease and weaknesses ardently wish him, and not stop doing what you know you can do to heal.
Meanwhile, if you would be perfect, be patient in enduring your imperfections. This is an important point for the soul who has professed to seek perfection. "In your patience - the divine Teacher says - possess your soul." Therefore, be patient to put up with yourself and your own illness, and, meanwhile, ingéniate to implement ways you know, and you've learned from me and others. Your miseries and weaknesses should not scare you, because Jesus has seen much worse on you, and why not rejected you. Much less now that you will reject by all means try to heal. The divine mercy has never rejected this kind of miserable, on the contrary, grants his grace, putting the throne of his glory for his ambition and villainy.
(January 30, 1919, Marcelino Diconsole Fray - Ep. IV, p. 396)